every day of my life..

Hello :)

2012-01-25T09:52:00.001+08:00

This is the first time since a long time.
So I've uploaded this blogger app so that I can blog anytime anywhere.
As long as there's wifi or 3G is on la. Hahaha. Of cos u need Internet access to blog :)
Ok. So now I can pour all my hearts content in here since I have no stalker here :D
Gotta go back to studying. Will pour my hearts out later on <3
Byeeee~

HAHA!

2012-01-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

Its been a looong time since I write here :D

So hello! ;)

FUCK

2010-07-05T00:32:00.003+08:00

That is how my week has been.

& it has been all because of YOU.

I thought that you were going to be the right one.

But when you got back to me u made me fall.

Harder than I had fell for you.

Or how I had hurt and fell myself before.

cos I knew I felt for you more.

But as always.. He won't be able to forget ablout her.

F**K

No I don't trust any guy as much as before

Your word could be a sweet as honey.

But you could hurt me badly.

I am going to one hard ass.

My blog has always been about me venting my anger.

....

Its been a long time

2010-06-07T14:05:00.003+08:00

Last week was awesome with u around.

But it lasted only for a week.

I never thought that I'd ever be happy with a guy ever again.

But you changed that.

You were so sweet.

Such a gentalman.

I so very like (:

We actually had not talked to each other since u got attched.

But we started to talk to each other once again..

Just because,I wanted to help you.

But I didn't know that by helping u,

I'd fall for u..That fast.

You were unlike him.

U sent me home and didn't expect a kiss from me before u leave

U cared about me even though u said that we just had to be frens.

I was quite sad on the day that u said that we just had to be frens.

But honestly.

I knew that it was fast too.

But I think if we take it slow.

What he had could come true.

I miss you...

Please reply my text-es.

Sadly, I know that she'd alwys be on your mind.Why must this always happen to me...?

There are all the same

2010-03-02T21:05:00.003+08:00

Most of the guys are almost the same

Most of the time if they do not want to layan us,

they would not reply our text or calls.

But when they want something from us..

They wouldn't mind to be the 1st one to text us.

They could have another girl in their heart that they love.

Or worst still, he already is attached.

But they could not get hold of her as she is busy or just do not want to make out with him.

So they'd call up the girl who has a crush on him.

Ask her to come over and make out with him.

That is so wrong.

But she do not find that is wrong doin what she is doing.

As she thought that he is begining to love her.

But all these are false hope for her.

After he got the girl of his dream,

whom he loved and likes so much..

He do not care about her anymore.

Stop contacting her and

this thus makes her feel bad about herself.

Esp. aft what he had done with her.

Do all boys do this or only most of them that I know?
Why must I know them?
Why and how do they enter my life?
Is my life that sucky?

So many questions in my head.But no answer for them.

Will i ever get to find him?maybe not now.maybe not soon.But in time to come.Now I just need to concentrate in getting A's and not boys.I should take care of myself and not get myself hurt.

No one will love you like u loving urself.muacks!(:

i'm so sorry..

2010-02-15T20:39:00.002+08:00

My life i getting more AND more complicated.

OMG!!!

friday was super complicated...

I m super sorry my dear...

what happen was not on purpose.

it was both our mistake and should had gone with our second plan...

i hope u are ok and dun hate me..

imy so..

Sorry if i have not been replying messages.

I have been controlled by studies and parents..

I must freaking pass this time and foret about

LOVE.

Cause it sucs and hurts me so much.

I dun like u any more.

BLUEK!!

No answers for anyone as i dun want anyone..

I scared if this continues..

Sampai tua la i tak tahu pilih and tak akan khawin2..

haix.

I want to b with some one i love and loves me back as much...

Insyallah he is out there...

Watever la.

hahaha.

Lots and lots of love...

adah(:

muacks!

P.S: I hope that u are alright...i am so worried for u...and miss u..idk why.pls tc dear..

...

2010-01-21T23:24:00.005+08:00

enjoy the pictures...i lazy to type(:

2010-01-21T22:33:00.005+08:00

Sedara's engagement at Malaysia

This is during my parents Anniversary Celebration.

Venue: C2K rasa istimewa

>,<

2009-12-22T18:02:00.003+08:00

had a wonderful weekend.

However, why are they still at the back of my mind?

Fcuk them!

Get out of my life..

Why must think of them when they dun like me?

Dun even think of me...

Why am I so angry towards them..?

I should continue moving on..

So far I have made progress..

I stopped crying because of him every night.

That's good(:

I am also trying to choose courses which will not make me see them(:

Therefore not being able to think of them.yea!

If possible not same sch also.

But must see how my results 1st la

haha...

scary seh..haha.

I hope the very best for me and everyone..!

YEA!

GO ADAH GO!

hahaha.

IMY!!everyone of you...long time dah tak jumpe..

rindu gler.haha(:

photos of my weekend will be up sooon..

insyallah.

haha.

now i lazy want ot put up.

hehe

-lovesadah-

Alive

2009-12-12T00:40:00.004+08:00

I am shocked that I am still alive

I thought I left earth for hell.

Or some place worst.

Daddy loves me.

But please loosen the strings..

Let me explore the world.

Take me as a kite for an instant.

Let me go slowly...

But remember to pull me back too.

So that I won't go astray.

I want to work.

So that I know how difficult working life is.

But you are afraid that I get scolded by my manager.

Or whoever la

What's life without knowing all this?

I know this will all happen

But wouldn't this make me want to work harder

so I wouldn't be at the bottom of the working status..?

Maybe they wouln't understand.

Lots of broken love..

-adah-

Sorry..

2009-12-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

I think I think of myself too much..

I want to say sorry to him..

But I dunno how.

So I'd just say it here..

Sorry for not understanding you.

I hope you'd accept my apology.

I hope..

Insyallah.

P.S:I miss you...

-adah

This is life

2009-12-07T17:51:00.003+08:00

I have never cried for a guy liked I did for you..

I think it is stupid crying for something that I had never own.

Why did I cry for you when you don't even care about me.

Maybe I creid because I felt cheated again.

My heart, hurt by guys..

It could almost get used to it already..

But I still cried..Why..?

Because he never replied a text from me..

Maybe I was kinda thinking about myself too much.

I must be thoughtful and think that he still has school and is not as free as me.

He is busy.

He has end of year projects to do.

I must undersatand that.

Why am I so dumb?

Why did I only think of myself?

Why must I make an ass out of myself?

Why must I fall for him..?

But if he was busy, can't he to even reply a text from me?

Instead of making me worried..

Why am I so worried abt him when he never thought of me at all.

Why did I do this all because of him..?

He has never have had the same feelings like I did for him.

So many questions in my head..

But no one could answer them for me..

It only made me hurt my heart so badly.

It hurt even more than him..

This is life..

sakitnya hati ini

2009-12-07T13:24:00.003+08:00

Mulai hari ini..

Ku tidak lagi akan percayai lelaki.

Mereka hanya tahu meyakiti hatiku.

Aku telah pelajari bahawa,

setiap kali ku jatuh hati buat seorang lelaki..

aku hanya dapat kembali hati yang terluka.

Walaupun aku hanya terjatuh hati untuk 2 lelaki..

Kedua-duanya hanya sakiti hati aku.

Aku tidak perlu benci akan lelaki kerana mereka berdua.

Tetapi hati aku terluka amat.

Jikalau aku dapat bertemu dengan mengubat hatiku..

Mungkin lelaki tidak akan di benci oleh ku..

Ku harap ia akan tiba tidak lama lagi..

Kerana ku sudah lama aku terseksa oleh kata2 lelaki yang manis,

Tetapi menyakiti hati ku..

Mungkin aku memang tidak diberi peluang untuk jatuh hati dan bergembira..

-adah...

Family day out(:

2009-12-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

The day started out the same as always during the holidays.

BORING..

woke up and did the same routine..

YAWN.

then daddy called..

DAD:adah, what u doing at home?

ME:uhh...nothing.why?need my help?

DAD:want to watch new moon?

adah:What time?haha

So today my family and I watch new moon.

OMG!It was awesome!(:

Taylor Lautner was sooo hot!!

hahaha

Robert Pattinson lose out to him in body size and looks.

But Bella still liked Edward Cullen.

I do not have the same taste as her.

I liked Jacob better.

His hot.

haha(:

But whatever it is..

The movie was kinda boring but it as still alright.

Sorry no pictures.

haha.

lazy la.

Get back to you 2morrow with pictures..

Insyallah.amin.

haha.muacks!

bye.

-love adah(:

let the pictures do the talking(:

2009-12-02T15:31:00.006+08:00

Out with family..mama drive...haha(:

PROM NITE(:

cute right...?

this for now only..GTG!Take care(:

muacks..

family days

2009-06-22T21:07:00.003+08:00

Had great fun with my family yeasterday and today!

Spending time with them was awesome.

Nothing we did made me feel sad.

Being with them made me happy; every time(:

Wanted to go to zoo.

But the quee was so damn freaking long.

Until the coach bus bay there.

Lazy to wait in the quee; so we changed out plans.

So...we Went to jurong east sc yesterday.

now so tanned and black.

After that wanted to fly kite.

But rain.HEAVILY!

DAMN.

nvm.got hm & rest.

Today we went to watch movie.

Nth nice to watch, so watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2.

Ok ok la.

But not quite nice.

hehe(:

Went to fly kite.

This time it didn't got cancelled.

Flying kite was fun even for me;playing it for the first time.

LESSON LEARNT FROM KITE:

let go a little by little.

If u let go all at once, u will drop down straight away.

Like my life; I know I cannot forget him straight away, so I must learn to let go slowly.

I think I did.

& I am happy now(:

Lots of love,adah(:

ecp

2009-06-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

NOTICE:Pictures of today's trip would be uploaded tommorrow(:

Today's trip was super duper fun!(:

Started the day off at 10 by meeting them at Yishun MRT station.

I wasn't late!WOHOO!

haha.usually,adah would be latest.

So..we got onto the platform and started arguing how to get to ecp.

We went via woodlands taking 966.

I think that is the bus num,dun quite remember(:

Quite a long journey.Argued again bt where to stop till smart Jamie asked the bus conductor.

We got off at the correct stop but had to walk soooooo far.

But still reached our destination.

Once reach, all attck my bee hoon.

Less than 10 mins all finish.HAIYO..

NOTE:next time must cook more for them(:

Shifted our place to infront of MAC

rented bikes and cycled.haha

we smart ass-es; brought no ice n had to take from MAC and the hot sun melted most of it away.

haha.

It was sooo hot.

Played ball and truth or dare

so fun!!(:

i n leon kena dare do rabak2 embaressing-ly embarress things(:

haha.but fun.

packed up, changed and leave the place ard 3.30

took bus 135 (i think.haha),soooooo long trip to amk.

then cabut for hm staight frm there via mrt.

mama marah n merajok with me cos i alek lambat.

tsk tsk tsk.

hehe.

penat ar...hmm..

nites peeps.

pictures would be up bsk(:

keep tagging!

loves,adah(:

Greeat Day!(:

2009-04-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

today's awesome!

haha.

Today was career day n also my BIRTHDAY!

is it awesome or awesome?

haha.

I get to go to school n celebrate my b'day not in school-u

yeah!

haha.

at the struck of midnight, msg-es started to flow in, wishing me a happy birhday. It was great.

1 thing that was not great was that i got hit by my own charger at the struck of midnight.

dunno how it happen la.mayb my chrger 1 to wish me happy b'day too?hee(:

Came to sch in white top, a belt on it and a pencil skirt.

Kinda nice la.haha.Cos I invested on it.haha.

ppl sang for me the b'day song I think more than 8 times.

DAMN AWESOME!

wat made it WAY AWESOME was when the whole sec 4 NA n EXP sang for me the birthday song at SWENSENS.

kinda shy.but happy too.

tkx all of u for making my day. tkx for singing even if u dunno me(:

appreciate it loads.

To my dear frens: Although we've been thru lots of though times together. tkx for celebrating my b'day.esp at MAC, the hut n SWENSENS.

haha.love all u guys!

muacks!

tkx everyone(:

long since i am gone.

2009-04-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

I have been bz this few weeks.

that is y i have not been writing.

always go home late.

abt 7.

then do hw, eat, sleep.

cam ne la aku tk makin lame makin gemok.

lol.

tdo pun lambat.abt 12 or 1.

tired!'muscles cramping all over.

haix.

nvm...tahan until 9 april then no more(:

step down liao.

yea!

haha.

life had been tough and will always b.
i'd just put my best self 1st.

haha.

show that i am tough!

n i will b

loving n hating my life.

living the best out of it!

happy dappy day!(:

2009-03-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

YEA!

today was Councillor's Investiture!

hehe.

I was damn happy.

at least I had a position in exco la.

Not vice-prest so wat?

yesterday was Fathima's b'day(:

lots of sing-a-long for her b'day.

I think sing b'day song for more than 5 times la.

chinese vesion oso have.

Back to today's story,

Morning2 i wake up late.

lols.

was suppose to wake up by 5.30 but i woke up 6.30

wtf?!

late!

haha.

but i & dee...siap fast2.

so reached sch by abt 7.

15mins late(:

Reach sch found out 2 sec4 not present so I had to go up as 1st 2.

DAMN!

TAKOT seh.

walk thru the aisle.

*boom,boom,boom,boom*heart beated fast like goin to pop out.

stand there on stage so long...Mrs Low speech so long.

Bla...bla...bla...

ended then I dance(:

then photo taking.

Bla...bla...bla...

end of sch.

haha.

lazy la type so many!

bye.

love,

adah

muacks.

p.s:i am still waiting for you.u noe hu u are.lols.hu are???
;p

COLOURFUL weekend!

2009-03-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

I painted for two days straight!

tiring sia.

BUT FUN!

lols.

on Saturday;

Went to report to blk 303 to do CIP by painting blk 330.

my hp siao la.

if not i show u what we painted!(:

nvm,u go c for ur-self la.

It is at blk 330 at the letter-box area.

Painting with ppl from other cls is fun!

I talked to ppl that i seldom talk to or nvr talk at all.

Weird but fun la.

haha.

Tiring seh.

Climb onto the letter-boxes to paint and all.

haix.

tips that i and frens found out if u want to paint:

paint form top to bottom.if u paint the bottom 1st and start painting the top later,the paint may drip and spoil ur hard work.haix.haha
secondly,if u have house warming and want some1 to paint ur house.CALL LOGESH!!!he like paint the whole wall while we slack.lols
Put masking tape!if not u spoil what i painted!!!argh!haha.

So learn from my tips.lol.

after painting went out with parents.

gone to Tampines and bought new lappy!haha.

then eat nasi lemak at changi.
sedap!haha
reach home ard 12.30.damn tired went to bed.
on SUNDAY!

painted my room!haha.
colours like playroom(:
haha.
green and blue

NICE!(:
haha.proud of wat i did
muahaha.

on MONDAY;

I and yaya n dee go Arab st.
buy cloth.haha
then chill at Bugis.
RANDOM sia.
some more Monday?!
haha.

I write so long...
lols.
i love myself(:
bye!

love,
adah

re-open

2009-01-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

i just re-opened my blog!!!
yea...kinda plain...

so help me out with it...
work with me to make it nicer for me...
yea!!!

can???

hehe(:

love,

adah(: